Distance

Finally I got my cable and can online in my comfy room. It's now 1.33am in Liverpool. Sitting in front of my new laptop in my very own room for 14 weeks, feel extremely 'home alone'. When far away from home in a new place, I start to realise the so-called homesick could be seriously meant, especially when you know you couldn't get home that easily.
Distance, the source of all this messy feeling...

It's rather cold starting from the day we stepped out from the Manchester International Airport. Around 10-12 degree celcius. Never live in the freezer before, I was like frozen by the cold and dry wind stamping me without warning, plus the cooling effect of rain, gosh, couldn't speak properly as body shaked from the freezing heart. Now the air still around that low temparature, but when start adapting, it feels 'just fresh', as what Lawrence and Man Yau said to me when my palms turn amphibian cold in a lecture room with mulfunction thermostat, such a nice irony~

Distance, again the source of all this messy sensors...

Should there be lots and lots of distances in our life, now I realise. Physically, virtually, phychologically. It happens day by day, increases day by day when we get into contact with different people at different places, doing different things. These distances implicate a alot of changes in our life. It influences how you feel about contradicted opinions, how you react to those contradictions, and what the situation finally you will be landed in. Before the least, you might find yourself upset when situation couldn't be resolved due to inappropriate manner or attitude. When this happen, realising the distance between thoughts of different individuals is important. We need to understand unique thinking between each and single human, and we need to thoroughly understand that we couldn't control how others think and act, though sometimes it's really awful to stand the situation. We need to understand, and that's will keep forgiveness far away, as you have an open heart which see things in other perspective that often lead you to positive thinking. So, just evaluate before really start to be bad to others, understand the distances that you feel of others might also be the distance others feel about you.

Accept the distance, and you will learn more.