You Are My Inspiration

This is a TV commercial for Cannon. I love it so much, it is such a romantic and sceneful story. But decided to post it because I saw a meaningful comment in Youtube.

"Some call it stalking, but I call it love."

Some fellow might not fancy with the guy who stalks the girl and jokes for calling the cops. Hm..
Depends on how you take it, something beautiful in your eyes might not turn out to be the same as others. But as long as his intention is not bad, everything is fine actually. He admires her for so long and decided to go for it, and I think his bravery earns a compliment... and that bravery worth for everything~

Milestones

Feel a sudden release after my part in the presentation ends today, though all of us in the team are still on the stage. It sounds an official ending for my study journey, so far as concerned in my plan. Even there is an e-portfolio waiting me to finish it right now, I couldn't concentrate well because there are too much joy and thoughts, so I let myself at least have a stop here in this remarkable day before enjoying my REALLY LAST PIECE of work in LJMU. 

Study, education. That's the main point ever since my parent sent me to nursery at the age of 2. They had been putting more care to me on education as they were willing to spend more on this expensive nursery (during that time) because of its good reputation for quality teaching method. The most memory I have in this nursery is the sand and playground, besides my lovely Miss Yap and an Indian teacher (whom I'd forgotten her name XD). I remember the porridge and biscuits served to us sitting on the small low bench during lunch time; and my lovely friends who shared the innocent time with me during my chilhood, some of whom are still in the fb list, Gary, Jason... though not that close bond as 20 years back. I believe this is where I started exposed to an official eduction in the institution, with colouring and geometry taking up most of the 2 years spent. But here is where I developed unconciously...

My another 3 years pre-school was in a kintergarden same with my sis. My memory, hum... a bit shamful, the first I think of is being a bully, =( I remembered I was so damn bad by asking a girl who sit on the swings to go away because my friend complained that she wanted to sit... oh gosh, how bad I was, I wish I can have an appology for her right now... so so remorseful... Some clumsy moment as well. Falling down during lunch hour and broke my chin, with a scar left of 7 stitches. I remembered the Indian teacher who was eating nasi lemak at that time immediately used her tissue with sambal stain to put under my broken and bleeding chin when she nervously saw me fell down. Aiks.... so hot !!! Haha, only if my sensor works that time, but somehow the numb made me feel nothing at all~ too bad... Spending my time here until the age of 6, this was the another milestone marking end for my pre-school life.

Now come Pei Chai, my lovely primary school. 陈老师，卢老师，絡老师... they are my form teacher for these 6 years education, together with other very nice teachers, Cikgu Yap, Miss Loh, 潘老师, Madam Quah, 李老师， whom I appreciate a lot... In my memory, none of them are bad, really... Don't even can think of someone with bad experience. The last year was the most discipline and happy year, because I started to take up more roles in prefect job, which I could enjoy the 15-minute earlier rest hour every day， with priority to buy chu cheong fun and wantan every Friday and could go duty with my best friend Elaine... wahahaha.. There are something else besides knowledge gained, which is the RESPONSIBILITY accounted is something people entrusted on you and you should do your best to be responsible for it.

My next page of education journey is somehow still with many fresh memories. The SMKAP secondary school, a gangster school which detered many primary school-leavers during my time. However, never judge a book before reading it. I never regret of entering that school because I have fantastic secondary school life with lots of good teachers and fun experience, without even 1 disturbance from the so-called naughty students in this school. These years was a process of intensifying technical knowlege besides lots of extra-curricular activities which made me learnt the way of leading and working in a team.

My 4 years tertiary education in TAR College ends by January 2010. That's a few months back. The moment I treasure is meeting a gang of best buddy, funny, humourous friends who work hard, play even harder... I was very much influenced by this gang to go out of my seriousness and my remoteness. They are best friend listening to voices, though 3 8 3 8 all the time, but we hate stabbing back. That's why I enjoyed very much living in this gang because I hate gossips. We talked the problem face to face, accept and forgive all the time. Learning was much dependant on oneself. Though notes always provided, but the spoon feeding process getting lesser and lesser especially during the last year in Advanced Diploma. Reseach, a really good process which personally I think is the best way of learning. Learn for knowledge and understanding. When get to understand something, interest will automatically find its way to us and intensify the enthusiasm. Undoubtedly, this journey is where I find all sorts of emotional up and down when dealing with different attitude of members. That makes me sometimes confused with work and friendship. Rethinking.... shouldn't be so stubborn and making life so complicated. After all, brevity of life makes it a point to possibly fill it with +ve ions, and not something tiny and -ve like this... not worth~

Papa and mama had been giving me the best ever that they can afford. I appreciate from deep down inside my heart though they seems blaming themselves all the time for couldn't afford me better education. I just want to tell them that I am the luckiest girl in this world. I love the way you planned for my life. For every decision and opinion you've been giving all these times were the best for me. I enjoyed very much the free educations earned up to uni life. I couldn't have done so if I was not thought of what is hardship and endless support from a warm family. Love you papa and mama.. Love you too sunche and linlin... without encouragement and support from all of you, I wouldn't be able to make my move up to here. ♥♥♥

+ve energy

Chatting with a two friends in Papa Rich for hours during dinner cum birthday celebration for a good friend. It was a nice feeling to share jokes and gossips which we knew but seldom talk through during study, life in college, and the anticipated life in UK count down in just a few weeks time. We talked about religious, about thoughts and the process of growth which affect the perspective of how we view things. Reaching this, we seemed to be heartfully thank the antagonist characters in our life, who taught us what to be aware and ashame of, so we won't do the same bad things; as we are human who do wrongs, it's not shameful to admit our weakness, but it's great to share it out and try to correct it.

Sometimes it is a matter of how willful we are in grabbing something tight, and also how willful we are in letting it go when it's time to do so.

A really relaxing day after a day hard work~

While reading the posts and comments in friend's facebook, it doubled up

感激.依赖

现在应该倒在床上，闭上眼睛好好的睡一觉了。。。可是很想感谢一位我能依赖的朋友，所以再挨多几分钟写下这感激的心情是值得的。

这次是我少有地能在assignment还没compile完能就安稳的休息。她知道我头痛，所以把剩余的工作都扛下。我相信很多人在交 assignment 之际都会忙得头昏脑涨， 我这爱临时抱佛脚的家伙也不例外。不认老也不行，挨了几天夜，今天能感觉血压一直飙升，每次站起来时还头晕了好几下。到了傍晚时偏头痛发作，真的有把眼珠都吐出来的恶心感觉。想起两年前我也是一样一个人挨夜到凌晨在客厅里拼命地赶功课，头疼呕了再继续，不知死活的埋头赶工。现在回想起那时的我，总爱霸占所有的工作，誓必将每个队友的部分都修改过才甘心交上去，不是伟大，而是自私。

我妈说算命的说我一生劳碌命，爱完美的性格往往将自己堆上重重压力。记得那时我妈听了连忙拨了电话叫我读书不要太大压力，她怕她女儿有一天傻了。哈哈哈！！！现在想起来我妈紧张的心情真可爱。原来算命佬说的也有七分信，我认了。可是我绝对不会是完美主义，因为我要懒散起来是绝对没有程序，相信这都不是完美主义该有的‘特征’吧。。哈哈哈！！！不否认有时要求多了些，变成了麻烦人物。所以很多事情都习惯我行我素，享受生活在自己的世界里，所以对依赖的感觉很陌生~

找对的时候，像现在，像家人一样的温暖，让我学会放开，学会依赖~

她不爱别人罗嗦对她说谢谢，所以我用华语写这贴，她看不明的情况下我想衷心地谢她，谢谢你Jas。。。

Expired Rubbish

摩斯特Da.Mon.Ster 【Expired Rubbish】官方MV

很有意思又贴切的的一首歌和MV...

Food. Satisfation. Mummy

Tonite was a great great night. I love the feeling of getting involved 'working' with a group of food lovers to work out tonight's dinner with pasar malam theme. I know they love food just like my family do, no matter how much it costs, how far it goes, they just insisted on buying all the necessary materials needed to come out with delicious food... end up all the taste of 'Malaysia' I miss so much during these 2 months have just been cured with plenty of food... pan mee, sambal udang kering, popia, grilled chicken wings and the lovely ABC soup.

The food are superb. The people are even awesome. Jasmine, Sieu Kit, Fung Yee, Chin Sui, King Fung, Samantha, Yi Ting, Edmund.... all of them are so committed on preparing the dinner and put in their heart, somemore they are really well-experienced in cooking which I have very much to learn from them.

Soup and pork mince for pan mee

The flour and egg dough before it's cooked and becomes pan mee

Spring roll with minced pork, carrot, mushroom, fungus and dried shrimp

Grilled chicken wings

ABC soup

Sambal udang kering

Food ready to serve!!!!

Food do give me satisfaction and cure misses for home food. But someone keep appearing on my mind tonight is my mummy, starting from the flaming heat feels on my fingers when cutting chilies for sambal. I never wonder the heat of chilies can be so immense when you dip your fingers among the chilies for about 20 minutes. It's totally a different pain from the usual  pain I feel when cutting one or two for serving food, coz the heat of chilies fade off in minutes. Not like now, hours, and still it's pain like hell, like dipping fingers into a hot pot of oil!!!

My mum should have feel this pain hundred times, since she will prepare the home blend sambal very often to keep her daughter, me, a happy appetite and will eat more so that I'm not hungry. Especially her sambal eggs, a typical dish I fancy most that will appear on the dining table everytime I go back from KL. I remembered she complained about the chilies heat which make her fingers like burning once, but I do not take it seriously as I thought it was just a small case and will be ok in minutes. Apparently she stopped mumbling not becuase she doesn't feel it anymore, just that she endured it with her motherly nature... hmm.. only being remorseful when I finally feel the same pain... really not a good daughter...

Mummy, I miss you...♥♥♥♥

Present for Brahmi

Yesterday was a day I gave myself some free air after spending whole week inside my room for assignment. Haha, but turned up to be a grocery-procurement day... out from bank to Home Bargain, China Town, Sugarcane, Tesco, fruit stall... pack by pack of groceries and instant noodles...

Heavy + exhausted especially when it started to rain...

Ha, today's spot light will be on a present from Sugarcane, a new shop, I assume (coz I just noticed it for the first time) at Bold Street with lots and variety of candies... it attracted me to go inside for a 'smell'.... really happy when entering Sugarcane and saw children and kidults and even old aunty uncle spreading the shop for candies and souries... some even called their friend and asked happily what flavour they would want..

I spotted a candy and think of my Brahmi, sure he'll love it as his toy collection... Since he miss me so much, should buy a present for him, as I'd promised before leaving for UK.

Gumball machine

It's really fun to spin the 'TURN' and see gumball of different flavour dropping out!!!

1:1

事半功倍

【出处】:

孟子

【解释】:指做事得法，因而费力小，收效大。

Pareto Principle

【Origin】:

Joseph M. Juran suggested this principle and named it after Italian economist, Vilfredo Pareto.

【Principle】: 

80% of the effects come from 20% of the causes.

【Special case of Pareto distribution】:

If the parameters in the Pareto distribution are suitably chosen, then one would have not only 80% of effects coming from 20% of causes, but also 80% of that top 80% of effects coming from 20% of that top 20% of causes, and so on'.

80% of 80% is 64%; 20% of 20% is 4%, so this implies a "64-4" law; and a similarly implies a "51.2-0.8" law.

【Example】:

 80% of Italy's wealth was owned by 20% of the population

中国有事半功倍，意大利有事20%功80%。

这两者都带来同样的讯息：

社会80%财富源自20%的有钱富人，应证了社会不平等是个跨洋跨洲的事实。

你付出一半，却能有一倍的收获，有点太容易了吧？

哈哈，可我却不这么想，看清楚两位伟人所说丰富的收获都有一个前提，就是：

正确又有效的付出！！！

不要以为羽毛真的能把比自己重几千倍的石头举起。我们不晓得可能他是经过十八般武艺锻炼还是科学家背后精心努力的科技让他有那神奇的力量。。。

就如你看世界不平等，有钱人太有钱了，可是你不知道他们背后劳心累骨的过程。。。

不论五十：五十， 还是80:20, 他们在我眼里还是 1:1。

所以究跟到底，我还是觉得一分耕耘一分收获是最实际了。=)