崇拜你

刘力扬 - 崇拜你

第一次听这首歌就爱上了。

很轻松，听了心情变得好愉快。就想赖着你的画面一幕幕地涌上脑海，wooo... sweet 到爆的Jerry and Ella 顿时让我有个美好的早上！！！

Enjoy, have a nice day!!! ^^v

Today's Horoscope

Sometimes it's quite funny to read the horoscope. When it hits the current situation of which you're facing, you'll be amazed by talking to yourself and wondered: How come it's so accurate?

Probably it's just a way of people mind fits into the words directed... no matter how, the one appearing in my mind while reading today's horoscope is Jas... very good friend, no.. a very good 'aunty' I know better and closer in these days... =D

Dream. Inspiration

When you stay alive, there'll always someone giving you new hope and inspiration to move on and stitch new dream.

Today went for a meeting, prefer to call it as a gathering, meeting the delegations from TARC with other course reps in a conference room. They brought 4 seniors doing PhD along while visited their research lab earlier. Like an old folks, I always astonished and inspired by people with their own thoughts developed while they gone through hardship to achieve success in dream.

Frankly, I enjoyed very much listening to the talk by the former politician. I nodded hard inside my heart thousand and thousand times when he delivered his speech. "The hardship that you're going through will make you a better man in future. No blaming please, but keep the faith that you're earning from every tough road God has placed for you". No one knows the future, but as you keep your life with persevered hardship and enjoy the process, you've created the future nearer to your dream. Everything comes naturally...

Dream, now I realised that it doesn't always come with plan intended for a long time since you're a child, it's something comes naturally when you stand at a point at the time being. It's where you foresee the future you and you'll feel comfortable to pursue. It's a will comes naturally from the heart where it burns and pushes you through the path of accomplishing it. A hypothesis seriously posed: "Master and PhD are not title for the accomplishment of academic level". Ha, this thought suddenly appear when the amazing seniors spread out confidence and personality when they shared. They seems to achieve more than the title earned, something comes naturally from their soul which make them unique when they've gone up to that level. Something they able to inspire...

Though not yet to make a conclusion now, all of this gonna thank millionly to the delegations and seniors, they are really amazing people giving out inspirations for people with messy mind like me...

Full Moon

When a person suddenly stay away from the crowd and hide nowhere for a period, what could you think of?

Recently I walked away from the crowd because of the sensitive illness overwhelming me for more than 10 years, ever since people start to say I'm a 'cool' person in secondary school who like isolating from group. Cool, that is a very nice word to describe me, but I know they would prefer 'weird' as the description.

Am I going to get more and more serious someday? Probably not that extreme case, because I found some extraordinary hapiness and release while travelling to a new place. So aiming to change my peculiar attitude by saving money and do a lot of travelling... to a place with no matter clear or misty sky, a place with cool breeze, rain and sunshine, a place with lake and mountain, a place with green grass and colourful flowers, a place with long path for me to walk and walk, a place I see the wider horizon of this world, where I can capture the postive energy from the trees and air. 

I am going to leave the werewolves community soon, leaving them in the isolated place during full moon where we used to hide ourselves from people knowing the truth. Thanks Jas for making me realise many things and that I'm not weird of being away during full moon. Love you and Elaine!!!

Sticking to my habit, this is just a reminder to help me awake from drowning deeper. I should wake up now and pray for a better tomorrow!!!

坏男人 OST: 美 - 在哪裡

张慧珍 [美 - 在哪裡]

Share a nice song from a korean drama I like recently...

A Walk to Remember

Spending my 8th weekend in Liverpool with pleasant 'starters'. After making myself breakfast with latte, I sat down inside my room and played a movie recommeded by Jo Lin - A Walk to Remember. It was an old movie back in 2002, starred by Shane West and Mandy Moore based on a 1999 romance novel with the same name.

After all, it is really an amazing love story with more than just love. Tears rolling down for the love and hardship Jamie (Mandy) and Landon (Shane) had endure. I keen on how Jamie sees the world. She trusted the destiny God makes for her, she didn't care others' critiques of her nerdness, she forgives with a kind heart, she never blame though she's sick, she thinks God had a bigger plan than she'd for herself, she never asked for love which she think she couldn't afford. She finally met with Landon who is the last miracle of her life, leaving him and her father after a summer marrying him. For Landon, the walk together with Jamie is to be remembered forever. Though she's not by his side, he remembered Jamies told him about the love which needs no words, 'love is like the wind, I can't see it, but I can feel it'... and finally he's motivated by her strength and go for the medical college that is hardly believable by even his own mother. All because of the strength she'd given to him.

A poem which touched many fans of this movie, including me myself  =p... that's when Jamie and Landon read it while they are in the hospital and during wedding in church:

Love is always patient and kind,

It's never jealous.

Love is never boastful or conceited,

It's never rude or selfish.

It does not take defence,

It is not resentful.

Love takes no pleasure in other people sins,

but delights the truth it is ready to excuse, to trust, to hope and

to endure whatever comes

(I particularly like this last part of the poem... ^0^)

Thinking this make me wanna include a music console of Yiruma's collection. Though couldn't find River Flows In You or Kiss the Rain in this console, I will try harder to look for it! Energy boosted now, after having my mind to turn and clean up with some tears... today will be A Day to Remember indeed!!! gonna continue with assignment now since energy full!!! ^^b

I love B & J's

My lovely B & J's

Happily wait for the delicious dessert I bought home today - Ben & Jerry's ice cream from Sainsbury's, which are now in promotion: Buy ONE free ONE. Though the desserts cost me £ 4.15 for the 2 pints, which is almost half of my weekely expenses, surprisingly I did not hesitate much when take them straight to the counter. After taking spoonful where they melt and taste inside my mouth, I know they worth more than the virtue of thrifty - the happiness they bring =D

Superb delicacies attract me to know more about them... and what I learnt from the beautiful and creative website of Ben & Jerry's  instead of their variety of ice cream choices, is the story where it begins to drive dessert lovers crave for it by 2 young people who founded it. I especially love this from Jerry Cohen: 'If it's not fun, why do it?' Albeit in reality not many people can own a career along with his interest, the B & J's gives inspiration and hopes for those who have big dreams, to plan.

Here comes some pictures from the Ben & Jerry's webpage which I like particularly...
*wink* XD

'Their' Story

I wish to have a fridge like this forever!!!

 

1st attempt: "Phish food" - Sweet chocolate with yogurt marshmallow, caramel and chocolately shaped fish

(Love the just-nice sweetness of fishies)

2nd attempt: Chocolate Fudge Brownie - Yogurt with chocolate brownies chunks

(The large chunkies taste good when you chew and chew and chew and chew.....)

Trying out very sooooon: Half Baked - Chocolate and vanila ice cream in fudge brownies and chunks of chocolate chips cookies dough

=) Hopefully will be able to try out the following soon before leaving UK, best if I could get them in promotion...

***Warning: Consider the sweetness you can bear... since it is a desserts!!!

Miss my Brahmi X)

史上最欠揍的猫

Watching this clip brings a lot of amusement to me, so decided to post and keep it in my lil space...

It reminds me of Brahmi, who always playful like the kitten but able to make me laugh all the way even I'm sick and tired of anything... he just able to do so...

Recently he'd asked for a full set of sugarbunnies from McDonald's kiddie meals. Lol. Both of my sis scolded him, but eventually bought 3 of the sugarbunnies for him so far, and I believe he's going to have full set of them when I back home to KL. He especially like girly stuff... lace, pink, skirts.... aiks, I break into a smile right now thinking of him... argh..Cheche miss you a lot, Brahmiiiii!!!

I ♥ Snowdonia

I earned a free trip to Snowdonia as a back marker on last Saturday. Snowdonia, a region in the north Wales, took us a 2 hours coach ride from Liverpool. It wasn't a bored long journey, instead I found some unexpected peace to lay back on the seat while having nice greenery view and cute sheep along the way. Tranquil. That would be the perfect word after all.

Upon reaching Mt Snowdon, the rain did visited as promised in the forecast. But we'd not expected for such a torrential downpour for the hill walk. We were not allowed to bring umbrella, and those who didn't prepare themselve with raincoat were strongly adviced not to follow the walk. My coat was waterproof, however it lacks a hood which eventually made me wet after a 2 hours walk where it rained for the whole journey. What upset me despite the nice view and experience was that my camera soaked in rain and it is not working now!!!

Though it was a bad day as my camera got so sick because of the rain, I did not regret for joining the trip. Instead we had some happening hours when we challenged to climb up to the hill top at Llandudno, rewarded with truely magnificent view of the seaside and hillside when we reached the peak.

Share some photos taken during my Snowdonia trip. They probably are the last pieces taken using my SOAKED camera.

Green - before reaching Mt. Snowdon, view outside the coach

Green - before reaching Mt. Snowdon, view outside the coach

Hillside - to the right of way going up 

 Heading to destination

 Heading back

Lake - to the right of way going down

Is he certified? Please don't... =(

Is he certified.... oh my gosh!

I thought You are my life-long present for myself for the first time I got my salary...
I thought You are the one accompany me travel all around the world...
I thought You are my eyes capturing all beautiful memories...

I thought You are fine in my pocket when rain soaked...
I thought You are not afraid of water...
I thought You are tough...

but.... in fact...

You are just so delicate to rain...
Even I tried all my ways to dry you up...
Probably I shouldn't switch You on..
I am So Sorry...

My dear ZR3~

Mistakes again, after 2 years

Resuming study life after five months leaving college, today atmosphere was extremely familiar with an incident happened two years back in diploma.

Stubborn, careless, mismanagement of time... all coming back to me.

I'm always the one who compile assignment, gather all pieces, standardise, and print. Today was no exception. I'd stayed up for nights for completing a presentation assignment due in 1 week time, net.. why net? Because I let a week wasteful, and only start my gear on the second week. Though everyone was doing the same thing as I was, others could get things done in time, and that's why I should look into it as my own problem as being a snail, more precisely, a stubborn snail... who wants to make every crawl a beautiful mark to leave behind, yet being so steady and infearful of couldn't reach the final goal.

End up, I clumsily printed on unbinded A4, wasting papers and being unsustainable, which is the most contradict action with the value embedded on my environmental management assignment...

End up, I just managed to print them fresh at 9am when the presentation starts at 9.30am...

End up, I did not managed to give myself a full rehearsal, which probably causing the presentation time exceeding time limits...

End up, in the most panic scene forever, I save only Word file, WITHOUT presentation power point when opened my thumb drive... that was the most most n most embarrass moment ever... embarrass to my team members who had done all their efforts well but having to bear this sickening moment with me on the stage, embarrass to my lecturer who had just brief us yesterday with his extra time on what consists a good presentation - PREPARATION, which I definitely had failed him...

Though there are issues and problems, the day went off calmly without much unwanted impacts. Grade was ok, everyone is satisfied... but all this so-called "lucky" things happen because the God gracious act on not narrowing the situation to a deadly knot, by giving me no pain when running with high heels from my campus back to accommodation to save file and came back on time, and leave me being forgived. He had done it twice, both the situation He let me met with kind lecturers, peers and  team mate who forgive and accept my mistakes.

But a promise to myself and to Your kindness, I'll amend, and hopefully all these experiences counted will be remarkable reminders of not doing the same mistakes, again, hopefully the 2nd mistake is the last.

"Face your past without regret. Handle your present with confidence. Prepare for the future without fear. Keep the faith and drop the fear".

Jasmine quotes me this nice phrase, thanks a lot Jas, you make my day full with hope to do better for tomorrow.

Memorable 2nd July 2010

It's now 1.43am, rain falls exceptionally 'heavy' outside my window. This is the first time I experience it rains like Malaysia, rain drops with 'home-sound' when hit the ground. Other days in Liverpool, rain was mild... light enough to be blown by wind before any lovely melody is composed.

Why I still stay awake? Partially surfing websites... and most importantly today is my dad's birthday... I just used a calculator to come up with my dad age. 2 years ahead he'll be sixty. Dad, you're now that old. XD (Couldn't be listened by him, he wouldn't admit it~)

Hours past the dawn should be the right time to call him and greet him happy birthday. Who knows my call turned up to be the morning alarm to wake him up, miscalculation, hahaha.. though he still blurred when picking up the phone and my mom who was eager to talk to me was the one dominating the call, hope he's happy to receive call from me, daughter who misses you a lot from far away. And I pray so hard today to wish you stay stronger, healthier and happier... hopefully my prayer could be heard in this special day.

Accompanying me now is a gorgeos song Hallelujah from Il Divo, clicking perfectly into my mood~

Rainy night~ nice weather to sleep tight! Good night~